Begins

My thoughts, my tears
My pain, my fears
All running through my head
Just wanting to be dead
I fight it back
As my body goes slack
Ah to feel numb
Some of the thoughts so dumb
Forget it, forget me
Let me die in my misery
No, that must stop
My body will not drop
Breathe and be strong
I must not do wrong
Dry my eyes
Hide the lies
I can make it
After each hit
I will try and move on
Since you are gone
Feeling the love again
Another chapter begins